That evening, as I got my older coat out of the closet and put it into a bag, more thoughts than I'd really anticipated started to come up.
How would I give Moses the coat in a way that he'd be likely to accept it? From what I'd seen of him, he'd probably respond to smiley do-gooderism in about the same way he'd respond to an invitation to break out in hives.
Yet I’d have to say more when I gave him the coat than just "Here."
Actually, I wanted to say more. But how might a conversation develop?
Where might it lead?
The hour was late, and I had to get to sleep. Still, the thoughts kept coming.
Eventually, some got a little odd.
I realized, for example, that when I spoke to Moses, if he spoke back, I would be hearing his voice for the first time. What if he had a mossy-side-of-the-Ozarks hick accent? What if he sounded like Gomer Pyle? Could I really handle that? From Moses?
I also thought of the Chinese custom that if you save somebody's life, you're responsible for him from that point on: you've interfered with fate, and you have to take fate's place. Was I prepared to take on that kind of responsibility?
Finally I said the hell with it. The man was cold; that much was obvious. I could give him a coat, and I would do it. I went to sleep.