familiar facility in Livermore
As I drove eastward, dusk was settling in. I wasn’t sure I completely
understood the guard’s directions, which mainly involved a surface road
I didn’t recall having ever been on before. Yet for some
reason,
I still felt reasonably confident I’d be able to find the place.
As it turned out, I not only found the place, I recognized it.
I wondered how this could be possible.
For
a moment, I thought maybe I’d seen it on a postcard, because it looked
exactly the way I “remembered” it. But who sells postcards
with
pictures of hospitals? And don’t people in the hospital more
typically receive cards than send them?
Anyway, my mother
had never been much of a letter writer. When I was a little
kid
staying with my grandmother for a multi-week period, I missed my mother
to the point of tears, and I overheard my grandmother pleading with her
on the phone to write me a letter. She never did.
Ditto for
the couple of times I was sent to summer camps. I was pretty
certain she hadn’t written me when she was in the hospital in
Pleasanton.
What was stranger still was that in a facility with
several buildings, I strode without hesitation up to the exact one she
had actually been in.
Before I even entered it, I sensed
something very warm and positive about the place. Once inside, that
impression was confirmed—not only from the cheerfully outgoing man at
the desk who personally remembered my mother, but also from the lively
conversations going on all around us in the lobby.